{"id":14659,"date":"2026-09-21T18:22:59","date_gmt":"2026-09-22T01:22:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/?p=14659"},"modified":"2026-09-21T18:57:16","modified_gmt":"2026-09-22T01:57:16","slug":"rudy-at-armadillocon-white-light-saucer-wisdom-juicy-ghosts-sqinks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/2026\/09\/21\/rudy-at-armadillocon-white-light-saucer-wisdom-juicy-ghosts-sqinks\/","title":{"rendered":"Rudy at Armadillocon. White Light, Saucer Wisdom, Juicy Ghosts, Sqinks"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I rarely go to SF cons\u2026in some ways the field has mutated away from my my style and interests. When I was starting my career, it seemed important to attend these cons to make contacts. But now I\u2019m eighty, and I have essentially no chance of getting big publisher to accept up my work anymore. Even so, I am still writing novels, and I m\u00e8nage to keep my work in print via my small press, Transreal Books.<\/p>\n<p>Over the years my two main collaborators have been Marc Laidlaw and Bruce Sterling. I\u2019ve published ten stories with Bruce, with nine of them in our anthology <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/ruckersterling\"><em>Transreal Cyberpunk<\/em><\/a>. Note that this site also includes links to Bruce and me reading the stories. Regarding my stories with Marc Laidlaw, there are seven of them, to be found in my <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/completestories\/completestories.html&quot;&quot;\"><em>Complete Stories<\/em>.<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t get to see Bruce very often, and my main motive for accepting the generous invitation to Armadillocon was that I wanted to spend time with him. We were on a two-person panel, and I managed to tape it. What we have in this blog post is a partial transcript, primarily of my sections of the panel. You an hear a somewhat fuller version of it in my <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/2026\/09\/17\/podcast-119-writing-cyberpunk-rudy-vs-bruce\/\">podcast <\/a>of the event.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/rudybruceaustin.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>And now let&#8217;s get on with it&#8230;and and read what I had to say about one of earlry novels, <em>White Light.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I like putting math into my science fiction. There aren&#8217;t that many mathematician science fiction writers. That I know of, well, Lewis Carroll wrote Alice in Wonderland in a way that&#8217;s mathematical science fiction, and he wrote some interesting books on logic.<\/p>\n<p>One of the first books I wrote was <em>White Light. <\/em>I was excited about the idea of people taking LSD and seeing the white light, and the white light would be And I had in fact taken LSD at that time, also peyote, but just once each. I always liked the idea of God being a white light, as I\u2019d seen it.<\/p>\n<p>If you go outside and you look around and there&#8217;s something you see outdoors, what&#8217;s the one object that you think, \u201cWell, this must be God,\u201d and that clearly is the sun. I mean, it outshines everything else. <em>White Light <\/em>was presented as being about infinity. In mathematics, I got my PhD in mathematical logic or, more specifically, in set theory.<\/p>\n<p>And this would be 1968? What I wanted to write about was levels of infinity, and this was the peak of the 60s. So, of course, I was interested in Infinity.<\/p>\n<p>Infinity was, you know, far out stuff. And there&#8217;s this wonderful theorem that was proved by George Cantor in 1888 that there are two different levels of infinity. People might just think infinity is infinity. But there are levels.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/highheels.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>If you have a set of numbers one, two, three, four, five, all that, how many are there? We say it\u2019s aleph null. And then, what about if I look at the points on a real number line like 0.677\u2026 and each real number has a little tail of an infinite decimal expansion. There\u2019s more real numbers than there are counting numbers. There&#8217;s no way to to count them up in a row.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s always one that you&#8217;re going to miss, and so there\u2019s a second level of infinity, and they call that, well, they call that size of the set of all real numbers c. For <em>continuum<\/em>. And the infinite number that comes after aleph null is aleph one. So is c equal to aleph one? That&#8217;s Cantor&#8217;s Continuum problem. It\u2019s such a heavy, cool, science-fictional thing to ask.<\/p>\n<p>The greatest logician who ever lived was Kurt Godel. He was at The Institute to Advanced Study in Princeton, and I was going to Rutgers in grad school near there. And somehow, I don&#8217;t even know how, I managed to worm my way into meet Godel in his office at the Institute for Advanced Study. He was an extremely reclusive man. He was somewhat paranoid. And I was just this hippie grad student who\u2019d taken LSD and seen god, and I was in a seminar with this cool Japanese logician Gaisi Takeuti, and somehow I managed to get in to talk to Kurt Godel and talk about Cantor\u2019s Continuum Problem.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/ellsworth-austin.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Talking with Godel\u00a0 was like telepathy. He knew everything I knew. He laughed a lot. I told him my big theorem from my Ph.D. thesis and he was like, \u201cYes, of course.\u201d It was like meeting the guru. The smartest man I&#8217;ll ever meet along the long, weary journey of life. Once in a great while you meet a truly intelligent person.<\/p>\n<p>After grad school I got a job teaching in this little village called Geneseo, in Upstate New York. All my life, I&#8217;ve had trouble getting jobs. I&#8217;ve had trouble getting published too. There&#8217;s something about me, I&#8217;m always too cool for the room. I&#8217;ve been too cool for the room for my whole life. But I managed to scrounge out this job in Geneseo. And I&#8217;ve gotten my books published.<\/p>\n<p>Geneseo wasn\u2019t bad. I was making ten thousand dollars a year and I had some good courses to teach, in particular History of Math. And I loved teaching Geometry. I made it into a course of my own and wrote notes that became a pop math book from Dover, called <em>Geometry, Relativity, and the Fourth Dimension<\/em>. I also wrote my first SF novel, <em>Spacetime Donuts<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>After a couple of years they fired me, basically for political reasons. I was the only hippie in the math department. I got a grant to go over to Germany to the University of Heidelberg for two years. I went over there with my wife Sylvia, and our kids Georgia, Rudy Jr, and Isabel. We sold our house and went to Heidelberg.<\/p>\n<p>Kind of an <em>Exile on Main Street <\/em>thing, but all in all we liked being there. I worked on the continuum problem at first, reading all of Cantor\u2019s untranslated essays in German, and publishing a math paper about the problem. But after about about six months, I\u2019m like, you&#8217;re never going to solve the full problem.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/hdan-museum.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>And then I thought, well, why not write a science fiction novel about it? Yes! There&#8217;s this French author called Renee Daumal, sort of a Surrealist although, like cyberpunk, the surrealist movement had competing factions, and he liked to say he did pataphysics. He was a recreational mountaineer and he wrote a little-known posthumously-published novel called <em>Mount Analogue<\/em>, about somebody who found a mountain that was infinitely high, on Earth.<\/p>\n<p>The mountain was in a place you didn&#8217;t usually see. It didn&#8217;t show up on the maps, but you could go there. And I thought, okay, I&#8217;m going to use that. There&#8217;s going to be a mountain that&#8217;s infinitely high. So I wrote <em>White Light <\/em>while I was there on thats two-year grant with my little family in Germany. It was a transreal book, and I was the main character, and I set the book mostly in Geneseo, where we\u2019d lived.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/mattbarbdeven.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I should mention that when I say I write <em>transreal<\/em> books and I paint <em>transreal<\/em> paintings, what I mean is that they are always about me and my family and my friends and my problems and my environment. But they&#8217;re warped by SF tropes. Instead of nostalgia you have time travel. Instead of love you have telepathy. Instead of a soul you have a memory lifebox in the cloud. Not <em>surreal<\/em>, but <em>transreal<\/em>. The same but different.<\/p>\n<p>There was a graveyard in Geneseo that engrossed me. It was very crumbly and old, and, writing about this in Heidelberg, I said, okay, my Rudy character is gonna go there, and he&#8217;s gonna get Zapped in some way, and leave his body, and he&#8217;s going to fly out far away, infinitely far away, and he&#8217;s going to the afterworld, but he won&#8217;t be dead. And there&#8217;s going to be infinitely high mountain there, like in <em>Mount Analogue<\/em>. The first range of Peaks goes up to aleph null, and then goes higher up to alef one and on and on and on, and my guy is going there and he&#8217;s gonna make friends with a giant cockroach called Franx in honor of Franz Kafka.<\/p>\n<p>And my man starts out at Hilbert&#8217;s hotel where there&#8217;s always room for another person, because you can just move every guest to the next higher room number. So he goes there, and all kinds of cool things happen. There&#8217;s this one chapter, I like, it&#8217;s called \u201cCandy Hearts.\u201d And every line of dialog is something you\u2019d see on one of those candy heart that come in bags.<\/p>\n<p>Love You. Stink Pot. Sex Bomb. Too Cool. I\u2019ve always liked these slogans. Everybody in the chapter just says lines with two words. Different ones. It was a great chapter.<\/p>\n<p>As I mentioned, <em>White Light <\/em>is transreal. The main character is a young professor, and he&#8217;s got children and his wife is desperately unhappy because she&#8217;s an extremely intelligent woman, and she&#8217;s being shackled into this housewife thing and hr husband is unsuccessful and barely employed. A lot of my job is teaching calculus to\u2014well, I wouldn&#8217;t call him hillbillies, but they&#8217;re upstate New York people. I never learned calculus in college, or paid attention, but they had me teaching it, so I finally had to learn it.<\/p>\n<p>Having a job was fun, but my life was hard. There was the constant threat of being fired because they didn&#8217;t like me. And on the transreal front, there\u2019s a whole thing about the guy and his wife. But they together when he when he comes back from infinity.<br \/>\nAt the very end, he&#8217;s higher and higher up the mountain. I had this vision at one point in grad school that Zero and Infinity are the same thing, and that&#8217;s a meditation.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/rudybull.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Trick is to be thinkig \u201cand this too, and this too,\u201d and the same time be thinking \u201cnot this, not this.\u201d Adding and taking away. Trying to see true nothingness, and trying to see everythingness. And they&#8217;re going the same place. It looks like they&#8217;re going around away from each other, but they hit each other in the white light, and then you&#8217;re there.<\/p>\n<p>illo<\/p>\n<p>And, that&#8217;s where it ends, but then my character notices. I don&#8217;t know, he notices there&#8217;s this. Sort of a manhole on the floor. So, what&#8217;s in there? He goes through and he ends up back with his wife on Halloween in Geneseo.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Another book I\u2019d like to mention is <em>Saucer Wisdom<\/em>, a kind of cyberpunk thing I did with a little help from Bruce Sterling. I had a friend at <em>Wired <\/em>magazine, Mark Frauenfelder of <em>Boing Boing <\/em>fame, and he said, \u201cRudy, why don&#8217;t you do a book about your visions of the future? I&#8217;m trying to figure out how can we I do this. We have to find a way to frame it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>And then. I thought, all right, there was very popular 1987 book <em>Communion <\/em>by Whitley Strieber. He claimed he&#8217;d been abducted, and they probed his anus and all that. A huge hit. He made abduction a popular thing.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/dickandballs.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>So I&#8217;ll do that. I&#8217;ll say I have a friend who&#8217;s been abducted multiple times, and he comes and tells me what he saw, and they always take him to the future. And each chapter is a different trip than he went on. One of my visions in each chapter. d. My agent and I are excited. <em>Wired <\/em>has a lot of money, and they don&#8217;t know what they&#8217;re doing because they hadn&#8217;t published any other books yet, so they don\u2019t realize how cheapy I can be had.<\/p>\n<p>So, I drive up to the pitch meeting at <em>Wired <\/em>in San Francisco. And I actually a friend of mine who\u2019s supposed to be the abductee. My college friend and old drinking buddy Greg Gibson, he\u2019s visiting me, and he&#8217;s he&#8217;s got a beard down to his chest, he&#8217;s wearing like Good-Will clothes and he\u2019s scowling. Very weathered. We made up the name Greg will use: Frank Shook. Love it. \u201cFrankly, I\u2019m Shook.\u201d When I almost got drafted, the guy in front of me was named Shook. It all fits. Synchronicity.<\/p>\n<p>I bring Greg to the meeting and it&#8217;s like, 20 and 30 year old people, and we just lie to them. \u201cMy friend Frank Shook was abducted many times. And he told me the things he saw and I want to make a book out of that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>And they&#8217;re interested, they&#8217;re excited, and at first they&#8217;re not sure if I think Frank Shook is telling the truth or not, but I insist he is, I say we\u2019ve had a lot of intense experiences together. In the books introduction, Bruce says this, like, very cyberpunk, to be pitching complete and total bullshit to the Masters of their Press. But I\u2019ve got them, and they&#8217;re saying we like it, we like it.<\/p>\n<p>And then, about halfway through the meeting, Greg starts having a fit. They\u2019re asking him him questions, and he goes, \u201cIt&#8217;s all so\u2026 It\u2019s too hard to talk about it\u2026 I can\u2019t take anymore.\u201d And he stumbles out of the room. Going out to get a drink\u2014we already picked a bar where we\u2019d meet.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/texasdome.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>And so, then afterwards, I\u2019m alone with my friend Mark Frauenfelber, and feel duty bound to tell him the truth: \u201cActually Greg&#8217;s, just a friend of mine, and he&#8217;s not really a saucer abductee, and this is just a scam.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>And Mark says, \u201cThat&#8217;s okay. That&#8217;s okay. It&#8217;ll be a secret between you and me. We\u2019ll, promote this as actual abductions. It\u2019ll work.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m a little worried. You know, it might damage my already very questionable reputation. That I&#8217;m writing an\u2026an alien abduction book? But my agent gets Marc\u2019s boss to offer us $70K, so what the fuck, I&#8217;m writing it. It\u2019s the best advance I\u2019ll ever get in my life.<\/p>\n<p>So I went ahead and wrote it, and it\u2019s great book, great book. I go fully transreal on it. The Rudy character is in fact called \u201cRudy Rucker\u201d and it\u2019s about him writing this book.<br \/>\nI did have some trouble with my friend Greg, who got maybe a little too far into his role. I transrealized this by giving the fictional Rudy Rucker a lot of problems with the character Frank Shook. Like, during the book, Frank steals my manuscript and my typewriter. And at the end, I have a heavy alien contact at the foot of the Devil\u2019s Tower, which appears in the canonical Close Encounters of the Third Kind. I actually travelled out to Wyoming and visit the spot in order to shake loose some images for the book\u2019s end.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/texasfeet.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Yeah, so, so then I give the manuscript <em>Wired<\/em>, and the top lady says, \u201cYou know? We don&#8217;t want to do this book. We don&#8217;t want to do books at all. Books aren\u2019t a profitable thing. We can give you a kill fee. Maybe twenty percent.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>And this where my agent Susan Protter came came in. Her father was the treasurer of the Communist Party of New Jersey. So this guy knew about business deals, right? It was in the blood. Susan went after Wired, and they paid me the full seventy thousand dollars.<\/p>\n<p>And then Susan sold it to David Harwell at Tor, who paid me as well. And he said, \u201cBut we&#8217;re not going to pretend it&#8217;s real.\u201d And I said, \u201cOh, that&#8217;s okay, it\u2019s too much pressure on me if we do that. And we call it the book <em>Saucer Wisdom<\/em>, which amused me, as wisdom is, after all, the last thing you associate with people who believe in UFOs but\u2026maybe? Could be, could be, seekers!<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/baaarbnohead.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a great book, and I drew the I drew the illustrations for it. And first we were gonna hire my friend Paul Mavrides to do the illos, and Wired was going to pay him, but Tor doesn\u2019t want to spend that money, and Harwell says, \u201cLook, these are drawn by a nut in a flying saucer, so how good do they have to be?\u201d And that\u2019s about my my drawing level.<\/p>\n<p>And then Bruce wrote a great, great intro, explaining all the ins and outs. But the book didn&#8217;t do that. Well, you could almost say it bombed. Tor classified it as science fact instead of science fiction, which probably a mistake. I&#8217;s curiously neglected, as I say about so many of my works. The real saucer nuts didn\u2019t want to buy my book because they could tell I was mocking them. And science people don&#8217;t want anything to do with saucers, you know, so everybody kind of spit on it, you know. But, it&#8217;s a great book anyway. And then it got reprinted and Bruce came out of the woodwork and wrote another introduction to it, and this one was even funnier.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/toothyalien.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Bruce said some nice things about this a at the Armadillocon panel:<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u201c It&#8217;s kind of a good example of cyberpunk technique in action in the sense of like the doors and windows have blown out in kind of a spectacular fashion. I mean it, you know, it&#8217;s not a like, it&#8217;s not going to win the national book award. It&#8217;s a very eccentric text, but I&#8217;m all in favor of that, and I think you can&#8217;t like. Judge it by, like, whether the New York Times best seller list approved of it. It&#8217;s more like Saucer Wisdom is going into a space where no one else is ever gone, right? I mean, like, you&#8217;re just reading it, and it\u2019s so eccentric and different, that things are sort of trampled? And if instead of that you actually do what people want and provide things that people really want to read a whole lot, that&#8217;s not even science fictional. That\u2019s a waste of time because there are a lot of other writers who are antically intent on, like, achieving Market success, and eventually they&#8217;re just going to copy whatever you&#8217;re doing anyway, and they won\u2019t be advancing the field or opening new things up.\u201d<br \/>\n***<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/beach-sword.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Let me talk a little about what it&#8217;s like to have a writing career. It\u2019s steady work, you&#8217;re never done. It&#8217;s not easy. It ever becomes easy. For most of us it never becomes easy to sell your books, at least not over the long term. But you keep writing it anyway because you like to write. Writing a novel is one of the happiest places I\u2019m ever in.<\/p>\n<p>I have no control over the outside world, and when I&#8217;m writing, I have control over the world I\u2019m imagining. And I like the craft. It applies at many levels. At the bottom, writing is like poetry, in that I think about the sound of the words. I would never play music while I\u2019m writing. I need to hear the rhythms and harmonies of the words. Writing is a craft, I&#8217;ve been practicing for sixty years. I don&#8217;t want to stop doing it.<br \/>\nBut, as I say, it\u2019s hard to sell your novels, At no point in my life have there been more than one or sometimes two editors who would buy my novels. Maybe three who would buy my stories. A few very small windows or cracks where you can get through. John Oakes did a lot for me. And I had some good, safe years with David Haratwell at Tor, but he died a few years ago.<\/p>\n<p>Dave had really a lot of books, and thousands, and he was carrying a box of books down the stairs, and he fell, and he broke his neck, so in effect the book collection killed him, which is crazy. Odd and ironic. I wouldn\u2019t call it funny.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/izzyowls.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Here and there other editors have cropped up for one-shot deals. But soon they\u2019re swept away by the maelstrom. I tend to feel a little sorry for editors when they buy a book from me. They think they\u2019re going to make money, and they\u2019re enthused, but deep down I know they\u2019re throwing their money. Let\u2019s say they\u2019re making a donation to uplift the tone of literature.<\/p>\n<p>By now I can\u2019t find any big publisher at all. The new editors would rather publish younger writers because those are, like lottery ticket. You never know who&#8217;s going to be a big seller. And, face it, my sales records aren\u2019t that great.<\/p>\n<p>One thing, the less someone pays you, the worse they treat you. You might have to wait over a year for a small publisher to decide on your book. And if they take it, the advance may be extremely low. Like two thousand dollars or, worse than that, a higher cut of the royalties. And any promotion that a small press does is going to be about the same as what you could do on your won.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/sunsetpudding.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>So these leaves self-publication. To put a better face on it, I say that I myself am a small press. Transreal Books. Thanks to modern tech, this path is legit. If you can learn how to use programs like InDesign and Photoshop, you dan put together a PDF file that looks exactly like a real book. The methods are always shifting, and this will probably get easier.<\/p>\n<p>But if you can make the PDF you can send it off to Amazon and to Ingram, your print book is for sale from every online book-seller. And if you take make an EPUB version of your book, you can put it on sale everywhere. Lots of details and, even being a former computer science professor, it took me about six months to figure it out.<\/p>\n<p>So I\u2019m still alive, my books are still appearing. What about a book advance? Well you do that by running a Kickstarter of something like that. I typically get something close to $15 for each new book I publish. Again, it\u2019s a lot of work, but at least I\u2019m still out there. Still keeping it alive.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/rudyredwoodsbarb.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I just published my 26th novel. It&#8217;s called <em>Sqinks<\/em>, with a Q. Once again it\u2019s totally transreal. It&#8217;s a novel about a writer who&#8217;s a washed up science fiction writer. I was inspired by William Burroughs\u2019s last novel, <em>The Western Lands<\/em>, which has a similar setting.<\/p>\n<p>My old SF writer is living in a dumpster. By the San Francisco Bay. Happens to be a real commune that I\u2019ve visited. In the novel we\u2019re a bunch of artists lived there, and we\u2019ve got, rogue or pirated everything: gas, electric, water, internet. My guy lives there without paying anything.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/rudy-prints.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>His his problem is that his wife has died, just like with me. And, um, he can&#8217;t sell anything, but he&#8217;s going to write some more anyway. He wants to write a novel he can sell. And he wants to find a new woman to love.<\/p>\n<p>Regarding the writing, this is slightly in the future where, You don&#8217;t need a laptop or a hand-held to write. You can write in your head. It&#8217;s like the cloud is in your head. It\u2019s not far away. You can do do the manuscript all in your head. My guy is writing a book that it&#8217;s fully immersive transreal. He\u2019s in the novel he\u2019s writing, and the novel he\u2019s writing is Sqinks, which is the book that you, the wise consumer, are going to read.<br \/>\nThe character in the book know this, and at times they might ask him to change the story. Well, he might change try to change it. After all he\u2019s in control of his reality, which is, as I\u2019ve mentioned, one of the nice things about being a novelist<\/p>\n<p>One of the big things about Sqinks is that, as I was beginning to write it, I did in fact meet a woman to love. This would be Barb Ash, who is Carol C in the novel. It often happens that the world I live in takes on a resonance with the world I\u2019m writing.<\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s the transreal thing. There&#8217;s an element of magic that happens when I\u2019m writing. If you get so intensely involved with the book, the universe starts dancing with you, and it&#8217;ll, like, throw things my way pieces of synchronicity.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/jude-rudy-alan-art.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Like, I&#8217;m writing about something. I&#8217;ll see that saying the very next day they&#8217;ll come right to me and. It&#8217;s, it&#8217;s a way of living where it&#8217;s. It&#8217;s not like the regular level of living it&#8217;s. You&#8217;re at a higher level, and it&#8217;s, it&#8217;s great. It&#8217;s a way of being high.<\/p>\n<p>You know, you don&#8217;t have to take anything. I realized some years ago that I can be high all the time if I just pay attention. I mean, why? Why would you need to take anything? This is such a ridiculously intricate, complicated world, and it came from nothing. We don&#8217;t know why it&#8217;s here. And Barb Ash is still here too.<\/p>\n<p>A lot of my books are primarily fantastic, but I should mention that I did write a political novel right before Trump&#8217;s first election. I rushed the book out because I had some faint hope that it might possibly help stop him.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/lighrayshaight.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>The book is called <em>Juicy Ghosts<\/em>, and it&#8217;s about a group of hackers computer freaks who assassinate some of the exactly lifetime, and it felt so good. I did it two more times. Because he had a clone that was alive, so they went and killed that thing. And then he had a model that was in the cloud, and they managed to take it apart.<\/p>\n<p>And the evil politician had a had a group of people like the people who run America now, the billionaires. The job in my book was to take them all down. So this was a very political book. I was actually afraid I&#8217;d be arrested, and I hesitated. The regular American publishers wouldn\u2019t touch it, although it did come out from a big publisher in Italy.<\/p>\n<p>In the US, once again, I had to self-publish it via my Transreal Books. It was about the bitter, hard reality of American today. And it anticipates a lot of what we&#8217;re doing how. Curiously neglected.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rudyrucker.com\/blog\/images11\/nickis90.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Why is it called <em>Juicy Ghosts? <\/em>The thing is that, as living beings, we aren&#8217;t just the brain. We aren&#8217;t just this pattern of neurons. We&#8217;ve got this physical body. The \u201cghost\u201d is the AI model of your personality. What I call a lifebox. But to get real life you need to put the lifebox into a <em>juicy <\/em>physical body. For that you can grow a clone. Or use a dog. 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